I was at the end of my rope thinking that I wouldn't be able to have a close friendship ever again without my past rearing it's ugly head and destroying it. I couldn't fix it on my own no matter how much I wanted to, and I didn't know what I was going to do. I thought that the only thing I could do was keep all my relationships at a certain distance so that my neediness didn't come into play.
But tonight I feel as if a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders; my partner told me that she will help me pay for the therapy I need. I keep breathing out that slow breath, the kind you can feel the tension leaving your body with, and what happens when you've been so distraught, but now know that things will be okay. Maybe I'll actually get some sleep tonight.
I 'm proud of you : >)
ReplyDeleteThank you. But right now I don't know what to do with it. I'll try very hard just to take it for what it is and nothing more.
ReplyDeleteI didn't mean to be rude; I don't know who you are. You could be one of my Ministers, and my saying what I just did wouldn't be appropriate. Who ever you are; Thank you for your help. I appreciate it very much.
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