So I go to my church, and there I learn about all the good things that come from opening our hearts and giving, about how this allows us to be our best selves, and I think to myself, yes, this is who I am, this is what I do best. I am worthy.
And then I remember the friends that I have lost because being my friend was too difficult for them, and about how I'm staying away from someone I love because she isn't well and having me in her life is too stressful for her. :(
So then I wonder why I let myself believe that I was good enough to consider myself worthy if I can't even give those I love enough reason to keep me around.
Why is it so difficult for me, when I try so very hard?
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